Well i guess my blog had already rot... cos its been months since i last log in.. anyway.. i dun think he will read my blog again..that time he did its just plain curosity but now he is distracted by those tokyo gals.. anyway that time i said i discovered a really damn big secret well and now i duuno how to react on that particular date..i still choose to run away from problem.. i just dunno wat to say la..goning to be 3 yrs le and yet this kind of feeling n thought still linger around me.. is this my fault? it this wat i want? this is not wat i wan and i dun wish this kind of thingd to happen too!! but wat to do...hai... i dunno la..