I'm sick almost a week since last sunday.. omg.. fever, cough no voice... hai.. suffering loh.. but luckily, my voice came back le...well today i went for my SRP and as usual talk talk talk ... but good thing is i didnt doze off.. hehe after that ryan came to have dinner with me.. today is a rainy since 1 pm. CNY is just sround the corner and i really hop this yr will be a better yr than last yr.. but seriously i doubt so.hopefully they dun quarrel again...hai.. sian last time i really love CNY but now.. i feel that its meaningless...Without a complete family, everything is meaningless.. at times i do have phobia in my future marriage life tooo.. though we can't link them together but its hard.. when one person is not in my shoe...