i just hate him very very much!!!! y make me suffer so much and still say that im the one torturing myself.. really hate him so much... y he like tat couldn;t spare a thought for me...did i do anything wrong ? did i??he rather go soccer than meeting me... hai i'm very tired already... yyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.......so sian... like tat got future meh?? i really love him a lot... thought things happen , i still couldnt bear to break with him... i dun really meant it whenever i said break... but... hai.. dun wish to say more...