I dunno why i become emo again.. he haven call me yet hmm since we phone ard 12pm . i called him ard 4 plus wanted to ask him if he could pick me up but he nv pick up the phone.. then now its 11 plus in the night, yet he hasn't call me..hai...just now when his sister sharon call me and ask me if i'm attending her birthday party tml.. her brother would attend maybe after airshow... the first thing came across my head is that, he would start seeing elaine... those frens of his sister...hai... just dun feel gd... if we really break up would i feel so miserable.. and think of these rubbish...relationship tend to get so fragile.. i dunno its seem that just need 1 person to come between or a mistake that he did can ruined the whole relationship....maybe its becos i haven seen him for 4 days le... i dunno..
Ever since he did something wrong to me.. i feel that the whole relationship is not the same as before..or its me who kept thinking ... i dunno really dunno...