After marriage life

It's been a month plus since my marriage. It's really different before and after marriage.. All I want is simple am I so difficult to understand ...我相信每一个女人都能感同身受。。。Each time a guy would say "if you want to know a woman is like reading a book... guys are more hard to understand... simple things dun even understand!!!

marriage life sux!!!

I hate marriage life.. a husband who dun understand me at all.. i hate it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Marriage= Confusion

Im getting marry this 13/12/2013..excited??? I beg to differ..I dun really feel excited just felt nothing special.. Images of he betraying me cheating on me always appear in my mind... why why why till now i still cant settle down..Well u can said that women are selfish and always will remember the bad things rather than the good things.. Just feel extremely moody today.. why??? Everything almost settle... My BFF just got marry in USA.. rom.. finally she is the first one... I hate this feeling.. hate his bad temper.. hate his disloyathy.. just simply hate myself for being so high suspicious and paranoid......

This is my 4th week in A&E and I felt like I've made the wrong choice! why? people are there are just trying to find others mistake and commanding pple to do things!! I really HATE THE STAFFS THERE!!! THEY ARE JUST ARROGANT SO WAT U KNOW A LOT OF THINGS, IM HERE TO LEARN JUST GIVE ME A CHANCE AND TEACH ME !! ALTHOUGH I HAVE 3 YRS OF EXPERIENCE , THAT DOESNT MEAN THAT I KNOW EVERYTHING!! IS A BRAND NEW ENVIRONMENT AND IM HERE TO LEARN!!! EVEN THE HCA ALSO BULLY ME!!! SIAN!! WORK TILL REALLY SIAN LE!!EVERYDAY I CAN ONLY LOOK FORWARD TO MY OFF DAY!!! NOTHING ELSE LE!!!JUST WORK AND LEAVE ! EVEN MY BREAK TIME, I ALSO DUN FEEL LIKE SITTING IN THE PANTRY TO EAT WITH THEM!! COS THEY ARE JUST TOO DISGUSTING !!!AND I WILL LOSE MY APPETITIE!!

Today is my fourth day in A&E. Its like shit today!! Didnt wanna mention wat i've encounter. BUt its not everyone can take it, being scolded everyday by relative or even patients and this is not wat i wan!! Today i really start wondering... Is this wat i really wan?? stress thru out and have to endure with the scolding every single day and yet u CAN'T bark back. Only my nursing frens would understand wat i've been thru and im not complaining. If i dun ventilate out to any one i think i might go crazy!!! Seriously, even my closet one dun understand how i feel, and this is like so sad...Even PSA can be so rude to u... i felt like i'm the smallest one and was given least respect!!! I dunno if i could hold for long cos this is only my 4th day and i'm feeling so low... everyday no frens with me have to do everything alone...Alone alone alone.. how long can i take it?

HI.. 2012, this is my third day in A&E. I miss my frenssss seriously.... im trying really hard to adapt to their environment. Helpless, lonely and sad... hai how to go on ... its really hard... And make it worst, i requested to work in CNY 1st day... actually i also dun wan but hai.. my family like broken into pieces le.. no point gg anywhere le without them!!!Hai. life like so lifeless... since the day i started on day shift.. i kind of prefer shift work now.. i dunno why maybe i just miss spenting time with him... hai... okay next is happy things... im gg to TAIWAN finally!!! with zhaocai and elaine... im really looking forward to this trip...

A new year has begun but certain things still remain the same and turn out to be more sux then before. Broken family still, nothings change.. this yr my mum doesn't wanna go hse visit.. yrs become more n more tougher for us!! becos of my dad!!!! and all of us suffer!!! super fuck up!!! hai..before i got into a relationship, i was much more happier and last time i really enjoyed CNY but now its like i dun look forward to CNY!!!!hai.. nobody will understand not even my bf... hai life sux!!

Betrayal---> This is indeed a scary word to most women! Well, I dunno abt u guys but i kept having dreams like *HIM* betrayed me. This is so real!! Is it becos RI YOU SUO SI YE YOU SUO MONG? I really have no idea. My mum told me that I really had a penny for my thoughts. Well, things happened that triggered all this ..I really had no idea if I shld carry on.. Is it really me ? Is it really me?

Hi guys, im sick again and this time round even though i'm really sick, I can't afford to take MC!!! WTFFF!! Becos not enough pple and im gg to A&E soon and i cant take!! hai super sian...